i remember thinking i was so fat?

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

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It's so funny how you can feel so fat, so uncomfortable in your own skin, and 4 years later look back and think, DAMN I LOOKED GOOD.

The entire night I distinctly remember wrestling with my Spanx, which were SUPER tight, and the tight shirt, and feeling like my boobs were in my chin, pulling the back of my bra down, and my belly looking 9 months pregnant.

Why did I pick myself apart? Why wasn't I happy?

With the years gone by comes clarity.

I am happy now. Still have these jeans and top and hope to be able to rock them again like I did so long ago when I thought I was sooooo fat.

It's mind over matter. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. When you think your size is the problem, you're not seeing something else. So stop looking there, and look inside, there you will find truth.

Love
Jessica



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STATS Which are important so you can gauge if these outfits will look similar on your body.
SIZES: Size 24 on top, Size 26/28 on bottom, 11W Shoes
I have been every size from 12 to 32 in last 12 years.
MEASUREMENTS: 5'8", 50" Bust, 48" High Waist, 60" Hips

HEALTH: (since it's an inevitable conversation, here are the facts) 310lbs as of Jan 2014, normal blood pressure + cholesterol + sugars + etc, no PCOS, no thyroid problems, I think my metabolism has completely left the building however, I absolutely believe the human body was meant to move and exercise is important! Get those endorphins baby! Afterall, happy people don't kill people, right? :D

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• being a working mommy wifey doesn't mean I have to dress the part *wink*
• black, white, red and grey for life
• no matter what size I am I will dress this body to the nines
• Size and age are just a numbers

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